Based on book of Numbers chapter 11
I enter into my chambers of prayer this morning to find myself yet again weeping in Gods presence. Asking Him to forgive me making excuses and complaining… something I know we all do. I have talked about complaining but never received the true revelation until this morning.
We tend to make so many excuses not realizing that our outcome of making excuses leads us to an unhappy place where all we will do is complain. This morning I was faced with this true reality. I know …. God has a heavy hand with me but I need this so I continue to accept what God truly has to say to me.
I’m humbled that I can hear His voice speaking directly into my spirit.
Let me share that a month or more ago my spouse spoke to me and to our core team about starting a Worship Night here in our city Lake Nona, Fl. here is where the problem lays within me. I know God has called us into ministry and we have experienced this already. We have seen God do the supernatural, amazing things for His Glory and Honor however, there was an issue. The issue was that instead of just letting God be God we carried a burden that totally consumed us to the point that today I have made every excuse possible to not go back to that place that God has called me to.
I acknowledge this and admit it publicly. God spoke clearly this morning with His divine instructions. He truly confronted me.
“Then the Lord said to Moses, “Gather before me seventy men who are recognized as elders and leaders of Israel. Bring them to the Tabernacle to stand there with you. I will come down and talk to you there. I will take some of the Spirit that is upon you, and I will put the Spirit upon them also. They will bear the burden of the people along with you, so you will not have to carry it alone.”
Excuses are for one self… God is over and done with hearing our excuses and even more so our complaints. Gods Word is more then enough. Our complaining of not feeling worthy, prepared, or not able to carry the burden etc etc… is being canceled this morning in the mighty name of Jesus. Yes, I have been faced with this truth and God is saying what are you going to do now…. I will carry this burden, stop complaining, stop making excuses and march forward with the call I have placed on your life leave it all and remain in me and I will forever remain in you.
God is waiting on our willing hearts! Are you willing this morning to say enough is enough to all my excuses and complaining… I am!